We are living in what has to be the most mindless conformist era in the history of humanity. Deep down, I don't fit the mold, and I don't want to fit the mold. One of the reasons that I started this blog is because there are limits to how much I can suppress in a society of extreme intolerance.
Intolerance can complicate my online presence. What if I somehow managed to turn my life around? I have given society a lot that they can use against me. If people somehow managed to find my blog, I could end up regretting my decision to post thoughts that defy what we are expected to think.
There are some quirks to this blog that can make me look far worse than I really am. As I have already stated, I hate wasting my time and effort writing what you can find elsewhere. This means that my posts defy mainstream views even more than my personal beliefs. Additionally, problems in my life can occasionally cloud my thought process. If I somehow managed to get a real life, I would not want it taken from me just because of an online presence from my darker years.
As someone who deviates from our government's mold, it's highly unlikely that I will ever be allowed to live a decent life. I would love to be proven wrong on this point, but I am admittedly low on hope right now. If I somehow managed to turn things around, I would almost certainly need to distance myself from my online presence. Unfortunately for you, there's no reason to expect that change.
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