I have long insisted that we should all strive to evolve as individuals. For various reasons, I have not been following my own advice. This includes problems that I have with the response to change. As one of my many self-evaluations, I have decided to look into what kinds of changes I really should make in my life. Unfortunately, obstacles will likely be too much for me to overcome.
Given the opportunity, I could change the world. I truly believe that. Unfortunately, opportunity has eluded me my entire life.
One of the problems that I have struggled with is that I have big ideas but lack social skills. I would need help with every idea that I have had, but I have neither the skills nor resources needed to create a team that can help me realize my ideas.
Admittedly, there are other obstacles that I have struggled with. As I have mentioned numerous times over the years, I allowed society to bully me out of my educational pursuits. Deep down, I want to learn. I don't learn well in a controlled and restrictive environment. I just haven't had it in me to fight an intolerant society for my right to pursue an education independently.
My ideas will always be too big for just me, and it's generally not best for a single individual to unilaterally decide the best approach for everything. I need help. That said, there are definitely benefits to move my skill set closer to what I want to accomplish. This can help me better understand the details of how my ideas would work, allowing for some refinement. This could also reduce how dependent my ideas are on supports.
I have several ideas that I seriously care about. It certainly makes sense to live more of my life based on my desire to properly develop these ideas. For this reason, it seems like I would have a lot to gain if how I lived my life better reflected my goals.
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